Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Wintersque

Strange and abstract designs appear in the light pink wall. The Papaya leaves are busy dancing this morning. Filtered rays of the winter sun are creating a weird pattern in the wooden shelf. I was quite bemused. How nature changes from one season to the other. The dog has happily curled up in the gymnasium field. The sand – keeping him warm and somewhat cosy. I fish for the mobile in my Bermuda pocket- and realize I don’t have it with me. It is still sleeping beside sleep stained pillow.
I walk back to get it. Arms inside the pajama pocket, my father comes out of his room- eager for a fuming cup of tea. “Its cold!” he greets happily. And I smile at him and re-enter my sleeping zone. I get the smell of winter. It has crept into my room. A bit more intensely than the rest of the house.
A damp, cold air hangs inside my room. I open the window- and the warm sun immediately embraces the dampness. I take my mobile and go back to my parents’ bedroom. The papaya tree was still busy choreographing its’ winter jig. I try to capture it… each time I feel disappointed. I stand- knowing well that I am running late for office- a chill north wind ruffles my hair, past my ears- I realize it told me- “She does not want to be photographed. It’s her time of romance with the astray winter lover. How dare you encroach?”

I was quite taken a back. I was sorry. But then I could not help being a voyeur again. How beautiful is nature’s romance with its most erratic lover- the winter.

Monday, November 11, 2013

Mindless

So that’s what you think?
How long have you been thinking so?
A day? A month? A year? An Eternity?
Your smile is something …
I could never interpret!
What do you say?
I cannot hear properly these days…
I don’t remember what happened…
They say some sort of accident
Feeble…I feel on and off…
Sorry I digressed…
What were you saying?
You do not think of that?
Then why have you come back?
I remember the last time you came to me…
It was raining.
Hard, unabashed and feverish
First time… we spoke the whole night.
Incessant.
See now this bewildering cough…
Doesn’t let me sleep these days.
Quite like you…
Each time I asked you to sleep…
you would refute…
Ah the memories…
They always behave like an errant kid
Pulling me to a world that is not there.
So tell me…how has life been?
Your smile says it has been good.
Why can’t I hear you?
I think there’s some problem with the air…
You’ve also grown old…but not tattered.
You still look so refreshing
Just like Shiuli…in an autumnal dawn…
My throat is drying…
Would you pass me the glass…?
Yea...right that one…
I know you do not think of that…
I have also stopped bothering
Only at times when I sleep…
It comes back…sudden…uncalled for..
Just like you….
They tell me you are not what I think you are…
You are just a counselor…
I know…yes…it is ridiculous
I quietly laugh at them…
I am still a human being…not a vegetable…
And I know your breath…your vibration...you’ve stopped coming...
But I’ve never stopped hoping.







                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               



Wednesday, November 6, 2013

“Sinners are spared while Sachin bats. Because even God is busy watching him”


It was my first time in the Garden of Eden. Yet to taste the forbidden fruit. I was only a clumsy teenager. Walking into the stands, identifying my seat- I was afraid to lose myself in the giant stadium. I clutched my father’s palm. Tight. I was there amid the madness. I was looking at the pavilion end. Some 70,000 odd people were transfixed. So was I. Perhaps just following suit… Maybe unknowingly mesmerized. Uproar! Hooters! A crowd bellowing welcome greeting- and from the pavilion alighted a short, calm figure with a huge bat. This is Sachin Tendulkar? The Tendulkar?
He looked up to the sky, his helmet adorned head searched for some assurance above. Can Sachin ever be nervous? I saw him being so. For a few seconds. Then he flashed the unmistakable smile to the stands- the giant screen showed him walking down the green blood of Eden! The 22 yard suddenly seemed more complete. He took his guard. And for the first time I realized what national pride meant.
It was not how he batted, it was not how he made square-cut seem a suave move, it was not how his hook hypnotized even the opponent- But it was purely his presence. He is a batsman- whose shadow breathes cricket. You look at him and you live cricket. He is born to India- And he truly changed the concept of unity in diversity. He gave us one religion and one God. He gave us phrases. He gave us idioms. He gave us songs. He gave us reasons to smile. He is no less than a warrior!
Yes he faltered. He was never the best captain India had. He had his share of bad patches. He saw a period of lull- but all these combine to make him more real, more palpable, and more rooted.
My words do fail me today….:
A sun that never sinks…on the brink of Wankhede…
A willow that is blessed with tears of joy
An assurance like a mother’s lap!
Warmth that seeps into every dreamer…
A nightmare to the strongest opponent…
Such an unassuming man- such a warm presence
Yet he could rob sleep of a six feet tall pacer
He could awe his own challenger!
No matter what the spinner bought out of his crafted wrist
His blade has an answer to all!
Sand storm took a fitting farewell
When Sharjah rocked with his sixers.
A century was never bigger than the deceased father
He is a man. True to his being.
Steel bangle, curled hair, a thousand watt smile.
Sa--chin…Sa--chin….Sa--chin….Sa--chin…-
Enchantment and heart beat of every blue blood!
He is not a cricketer- He is cricket personified.
The world has been envious- awed.  Time and again
TENDULKAR cannot retire.
He only can walk out to belong forever.
I won’t miss you.
 I’d only live forever in the inexhaustible memories.
So will India. And the world.