Just read a blog post by someone very special..written on 21st February 2008. Long back..? yes..And I suddenly re-lived some bizarre moments. Moments when I was so confused..unsure..crude, maybe even obscure! I loved that "me"...and somewhere in some bloody corner of my mind I miss that me!
You know, in life we fret and fume over things we did not achieve or things which we thought were unfair..but we forget about those little bits and pieces of simple happiness that lie uncared for! When someone misses you, longs to be with you, cries for you..feels empty for you; when to someone your "looks" don't matter, you are beautiful every day..every moment; when to someone its you who matter not your behaviours...and you suddenly realize this truth all over again..don't you feel the happiest person on earth? Don't you feel like the most beautiful person on earth? blessed by trust and doting love? And then all the things that we could not achieve seem like a frail shadow of yesterday!
Life has been a fast-paced car...not exactly a smooth journey, but it was beautiful with its jumps and bumps! And when I stop to take a breather and peek into the bygone..i read this blog..this piece of "stray thought" that makes me feel how "loved' I am..and all I wanna utter is- You Make Me feel Belonged..in your own strange ways..we are weird...alien in the eyes of the world..but that's the best thing about us! The lump I feel for you is not just a proof of my love! the lump says We exist..stronger surer crazier!
P.S. I love you...
